Although I have made positive behavioural changes in my life, this doesn't exonerate me from the negative ones I have exhibited in the past. I was a shit human. It never began that way but as the years of self proclaimed rock star went on, so did the decline into complete self-centred dick. I have been guilty of lying, cheating, dishonesty, betrayal, and the list could go on. Again I could blame the drink and the mental state I was in, however that is not an excuse to treat myself and others with a total lack of respect. I can never make up for the mistakes I have made or expect forgiveness, I can only offer my apologies and vow to not disrespect myself or another human again.
If you are reading this and find you are guilty of the same behaviour, then it's something you need to address. Relationships are an opportunity to learn and evolve through positive interaction with another, a privilege that should be embraced not abused.
Tool - Reflect on your weekend and acknowledge both positive and negative behavioural patterns. Once you have exhausted your list, look for any areas of concern and try to establish what environments promoted that change in your behaviour, both positive and negative. If you require any help or assistance, please don't hesitate to contact me.
"A man who has committed a mistake and does not correct it, is committing a second mistake"